Mrs Banana's blog

2009-05-28T04:34:00.000-07:00

I'm starting not to like my fish, it's not flaring up anymore !
I want new fishes !

Anyway, went to Tampines Junior College in the morning.
THE GUYS ARE SO HOT !
Phew... I'm sweating now.
Such nice, sweet and gentle man they are.
Obviously, they served Cheryl and me.
They took us around their school, served us refreshments, open the door for us, and even protect us from the cockroach !
Awwww...
*Heart melts*
But the depressing part is,
*sigh* we didn't exchange numbers. *shakes head*

And tomorrow's Student Forum, I'll be making speeches AGAIN.
LOL.
I bet when I step down next year, I'll be full with confidence.
I've also need to PRODUCE my speech. (Later)

My cousin's are at my house now.
So noisy, but when they have electronic devices in their hands, the world was never peaceful.
HAHA !

I'm being so random :O

Oh ! And to all my dear friends,
not to worry. I'm very fine.
Just alittle stressed, and you'll see beautiful smile, you'll hear my spastic laughter, you'll smell my 'never so nice' smell, you'll talk to my peaceful spirit and feel my 'oh so smooth' skin everyday. *grins*

And this is another random post.

Reply of tags :

Bashbash : Oh, so you just love my ipod, and not me ?!

Michelle : Oh, so you're trying to say that my hair style's horrendous ?

Weinan : Oh, I'm very fine. Just that I'm kinda busy. Not to worry, and thank you for your concern. *Grins*

BluRron : WHAT !

Yuting : Haha ! Yes MRS. ONG !

Aaron : Hello :D

: debbiechak : OK LAH ! Don't have to be so agitated that you'll have to scold "BLOODY HELL" in my blog ! Haha.

Lipeng : Oh, Michelle. Haha. Yeah, mango. The pink ones' nice too.

MAB : Haha, YAY ! *Cheers*

Jiaaaaahui : HELLOOOOOOOOO :D

Cheryl T. : LOL ! I'm still fascinating about Gabriel.

2009-05-21T04:39:00.000-07:00

I'm still growing.

Didn't know what to do with my computer, and since I'm so free.
Haha.
Just because The Sims 2 is crashed, and I couldn't access to it.
And the new Sims 3 looks fun. But, no moneh !
Dam.

Had Junyuan Got Talent today.
I have to apologise for not doing much.
But I'm still learning.
It's slower for me, but I believe I'll be improving.

Oh wells.
Had some depressing news from Debbie.
Totally sucked.
He's coming' in, I'm going out.
She's leaving', I'm going out.
Seriously, I don't understand adults in this society.
They like to do things their way, without considering how others' feel.
Sometimes, I hope I could just stab them in the heart.
ARGH !

Reply of tags :

Michelle : OF COURSE ! Let's have a "Whose got the longest skirt?" contest ! And I bet for a hundred bucks, I'll win 2nd. You know why ? Because Debbie's the first ! Haha ! *Oops.

Lipeng : Oh, haha. Thank you. And who's that ?

2009-05-20T07:25:00.000-07:00

This owl's dope.

It's staring at you in the eyes !

Since I've got some time, decided to blog.
Was away for *(counts finger)..
A few weeks. Haha.
Of course lotsa things happened in between, and if I'm gonna state it out one by one.
That'll take me 3 days to type it out.

Anyway, tomorrow's JGT already !
Imagine how chaotic it'll be.
*looking up, imagining.

Some people around me, are weird.
(Of course, since I find many people in the world weird)
Some people around me, are immature.
(Not saying that I'm mature)
Some people around me, are petty.
Some people around me, are bossy.
Some people around me, are funny.
Some people around me, are revengeful.

But deep inside, nobody understands me.
The way I care for friends, are different.
It's not that I like to piss people off.
It's just the price I have to pay, being like this.
Every of my friends makes up my heart,
one piece gone = one friend gone=one hole.
I really hope, that you'll not get pissed off at everything I do.
It seems that everything I do, pisses you off.
Although, I didn't say anything.
But I'm affected too.
Thank you very much, Friends.

Do I not look like a president ?
Come on man, I don't have to look like one to be one.
(Thinking of Ms Tham)
Chey ! *Rolls eyes!

Reply of tags :

:debbiechak : I very strong one OK. Unlike you. LOL ! Hana, love you too lah.

Jiaaaaahui : YAY MANZXZX.

Xijuan : Yes mdm !

Mia : Of course I remember you. It's hard not to remember you. Haha. Ok, will link up soon.

Tessar : WILL LAH !

Cheryl T. : Ok ok, if I'm stress. I'll look for you to "relieve stress" . Haha !

Bryan : Ohhhkay. Thanks anyway.

Axel : Axel Yew ? Ah, thanks.

Bashbash : I refuse to leh ! Bashbash leh, so act cute ! HAHA !

2009-04-30T08:00:00.000-07:00

What does it take to become a leader ?
What does it take to become a dancer ?
What does it take to become a scholar ?
What does it take to become a good friend ?
What does it take to become an actor ?
What does it take to be come a filial daughter ?
What does it take to become a perfect sister ?

Just someone, tell me what is it.

I know nobody is perfect, but I'm still a perfectionist.
And if stress burns calories, I'll be Size 2.

2009-03-27T08:14:00.000-07:00

Let's have a dance in the rain.

YAY !
I'm here blogging after realizing how dead my blog is.
Well, I've realized that it's March now, going to April.
Which is equivalent to Mid-years.
Dam this whole bloody term.
I'm still in my "Oh, It's December holidays" mood, if my dear friends have realized.
Anyway, SYF's around the corner.
Dance has been really tiring. Sigh.
But that's the way things go, you want it ?
You work hard for it. Hard work is exhausting, no doubt.

On a very bright morning on Wednesday, this week.
I was very pissed off.
Totally no respect for me at all.
Like hello ? I'm the bloody notice board in charge.
And if you think that the board is not up to standard and want to change it.
At least have the courtesy to inform me.
It's fine if you think that the board's ugly.
Because it's not completed yet. If you have realized, there's two big empty spaces at the side of the board.
The board was just recently renewed. Why do you have to redo again ?
It's purely wasting of resource. And where's my blue paper now ?
That piece of paper cost a bomb, and I haven't even claim the money from the teachers yet.
And you've removed them down. I owe you a big thank you. Seriously.
I understand that you need some CCA points, I don't really blame you.
AH ! Never mind.
* I'm learning how to forgive and forget.

I've just finished reading a book serial.
Ugly and Beyond ugly by Constance Briscoe.
It's a pretty nice story, but yet disturbing and depressing.
The story's about this girl, Constance, being abused by her mother when she was younger.
And was left alone with 2 sisters at an empty house without electricity.
She's a very strong girl.

And I actually wanted to name my future daughter after her.
And I want my daughter to live as strong as Constance is.
But my viewed somehow changed when I saw this video.
http://video.google.com/videosearch?client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&channel=s&hl=en&q=constance+briscoe&um=1&ie=UTF-8&ei=7vHMSZT-OMmMkAXazqnhCQ&sa=X&oi=video_result_group&resnum=8&ct=title#
If you don't understand why and are puzzled to why I changed my view on naming my daughter after her. It's OK. It's a Ruixian's thing. Haha !

And alittle for advertisement,
VOTE FOR RUIXIAN !

Reply of tags :

Mandy : Haha. Of cos not.

Pamela : It's great that you feel for him. :D

Cheryl : HAHAH ! Yeah true...

Yuting : Haha. Thank you thank you. And do continue to visit !

MX : Hah. Of cos not.

CHERYL T. : Hahaha. HELLO !

Claudia : Haha ! YES BIATCH ?

BlurRon : Hahah. WHAT !

2009-03-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

I was observing my cousin that day.

My born blind cousin.
I was somehow "inspired".
He's in his 30.
His life is just routines, simply routines.
Eat, sleep, drink, piano and just sitting about doing nothing.
How does he feel ? Only he knows.
Small noises fantasises him.
If he just had that pair of eyes.
What is he now ? Only god knows.
I really feel for him.
He can't even speak.
When he's uncomfortable, he just cries.
How painful it is, to not speak out when you're hurt.
The emptiness and darkness he feels, really hurts me too.
When I looked at him, I could sense that he's bored.
But he can't do anything.

Imagine, one day you wake up in the world of darkness, like my cousin.
Routines forever.
Can't speak out the pain.
Waiting for nothing.
The loneliness.
It's horrible, really horrible.
If only I can change everything to normal.

What's exactly between us now ?
I need an answer.

Reply of tags :

Jiaaaaahui : Haha. Thank you thank you. Then we shall work out together yeah?

The CUTEST : YEAH. I GOT YOUR POINT. YOU DON'T HAVE TO CAPS YOUR WORDS.

Cheryl T. : Oops ! Too many Cheryls in the world already! haha.

Tingle : Teehee ! Thank you lahhh ! I'll treat you KOI cafe if I'm elected as the president. Haha !

Bryan : Haha. Sure. Remember to vote !

Lovely : Omg ! :O yes ! It's coming ! ha.

Michelle : YES ! VOTE FOR RUIXIAN ! Love you manzxzxzxz.

Cheryl O. : You so skinny already ! Don't need gym one lahhh ! What you need is the organic farm. To eat more ! To grow fatter ! Haha !

Yu Ting : Haha !

Mandy : Haha ! You've just made my day !

Mabel : Haha. I've figured you out already !

Basyirah : Yes mdm !

2009-03-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

How I wish I was a robot.

I would have ample of time, I wouldn't need to waste my time sleeping, eating and running in and out of the lavatories.
And I wouldn't fall sick.
How nice...

I think I'll have to present my proposal to the school tomorrow.
Well, pray well to God.
But most importantly, vote for me ! Haha.
" Change for the better, vote for the best. That's your say. "
Sounds nice, isn't it ?
I thought of it myself alright. :D

I've been missing for quite a period of time.
Don't blame me.
It's the tests, tests and tests that's driving me to the corner.
Just waiting for that one fine day, that I'll collapse and never wake up again.
Life's tough.
Life isn't easy as it seems.

But I'll have to live through it.
I'm giving myself too much stress, and I don't seem to be breathing.
I'll wake up, and find myself in another day.
The same routines.
Routines are meant for robots, not humans.
But I can't break away from it.
The best part is, I'm balding.
Pray well to the holy god, my friends. For my balding to stop.
I hate this part of my life.

Anyway.
Here's my proposal. *If you've missed out my speech in school
or you didn't catch what I was saying in the hall and would like to know :D Enjoy !

Proposal 1:
To grow an organic vegetation (fruits and vegetables)

Reason and Objective
By implementing the above mentioned proposal, it will be a good learning process for students to understand the life of being a rural merchant. Student will start from scratch, as per the following stages:

Stage 1: To grow fruits and vegetables
Stage 2: To record the "mini plantation" growth observation
Stage 3: Do a research on starting up a business
Stage 4: Sell the organic goods (fruits and vegetable)

In stages 1 & 2, students will learn the biological and scientific aspect of fruits and vegetables, and understanding where these come about, to what we see in our present market.

In stage 3, this is where students will learn how business is being set up, by doing their research, before going on to the next stage. In this process, students will learn about time management, planning, and marketing, to prepare them for the actual stage.

In stage 4, this will be the final stage where students will get to expose themselves to the real market. It will be an eye opener for them to understand what the world of business and marketing (eg. selling of their fruits and vegetables) in the society will be like.

Proposal 2:
To include vending machines in the canteen (for food, hot drinks and healthy snacks).

Reason and Objective
After CCAs, if the stores are closed, the students will be able to find another alternative option to fill their hunger.

Proposal 3:
To set up a mini stall that sells newspapers, reading books and magazines.

Reason and Objective
Students may like to check out new and updated reading books in town. For those who does not wish to borrow from the library, they can buy the reading materials and keep as a form of collection. For ease of convenience, students need not go to other book stores such as, Popular and MPH, to purchase them.

Proposal 4:
To build a gym.

Reason and Objective
To encourage students to exercise for good health. With a gym in our school, there will be lesser excuses for overweight students to skip exercising.

If I could go back to the past,
I wouldn't let you go 2 years ago.
I promise.

Reply of tags :

Jiahui : Because I'm pissed off and want to fuck someone ? Haha. Nahhh. Just joking. And hello to Luo Zhi Xiang's lover. And yeah, I'm updating already.

Zhenhan : What's shui ge ? Haha. Yeah, I agree. But we're fine now. Nothing to worry :D

Pamela : Haha. That shows that I've got a sense of humour :D

Buttfriend : You ha what ha ? And I'm updating already love.

Shermaine : Yeah, I know that you weren't sick. I was never listening to Brandon anyway. Haha.

Weinan : Where you wanna go anyway ?

Jiayan : Yay ! Haha.

Mandy : Oh, Haha. I don't remember your face though. And I didn't force you people to call me chio bu, alright ! It's that you chose to call me one. So... Haha !

DeQing : Oh, ok. Thanks !

Yuting : Hello ! Missing from school today ? hah.

Cheryl T. : Oh really ? You're my stalker ? Then I must have been your idol ! Hah ! -Love.

2009-02-13T07:08:00.000-08:00

Forever Friends ?
I'm the monster and you're the normal.

Pissed Bitch now I am.

I don't see the fucking reason why you can't fucking reply my fucking message.
Yeah, you can spare all your fucking messages to your fucking boyfriend.
And I don't even deserve one fucking message from you ?
Have you realized that you have drifted away from me ever since you were fucking attached to your fucking boyfriend?
Yeah, I know I'm unreasonable of being upset just because you didn't reply my fucking message.
But come on la bitch, Friends are more important than boyfriends.

Best friends share everything.
Who's the one that listens to all your complains of your boyfriend ?
It's you pathetic Best Friend.
Who's the one that will be there when you boyfriend is occupied ?
It's your pathetic Best Friend.
Who's the one that gives you wise advice ?
It's your wise Best Friend.
Most importantly,
Who's the one that can accompany you to the lavatory ?

*You don't fucking make a good boyfriend.

Reply of tags :

Michelle : Haha. I knew it. I love you to the core too . And yeah, you're suppose to do the quiz :D

Aaron : Hello :D

CHERYL T. : Haha, Sure high ? Make sure you make me high ! And thank you for complimenting my robots :D What are you and chak looking forward to ?

Butt Friend : I can sense your sarcasm but I don't understand. Haha !

Zhenhan : Why ? You're jealous because your juniors had never called you Shuai Ge right ?

Korkor : haha. Are you another one that's jealous ?

Shermaine : Hello ! Feeling better ?

2009-02-11T01:43:00.000-08:00

I'm totally disgusted by *ehem* today during the E-learning.
Disgusting.

This made me " eeeeeeeee " the whole afternoon.
I don't know why.
But yes, I'm very disgusted.
Probably it's jealousy.
Ah, vaever. ( New word in your dictionary )
* Meaning : Whatever
Pronunciation : Va-a-ver.

Totally screwed up the Maths TA today.
Time to pull up my socks. Sigh.

Camp is coming.
Thus, will be M-I-A-ing for a week.
Not really looking forward to it though.
But, yes.
I do agree that it'll be fun.
But the spirit is not in me yet.

But I'm definitely excited about introducing myself to the Sec Ones when it comes to MY item.
Because after the camp, people around the school will be shouting : " Chio Bu ! Chio Bu ! " .
Muahahahaha.
This feeling, you can't get it anywhere else.
Maybe you people should try it.
I'm telling you, this is a very nice feeling.
Because when people shout " Chio Bu ! " from a distance,
you know that they can't be calling anyone else, but you :D
* Yeah, I know I'm very bitchy. Haha.

Who're you gonna celebrate Valentines' Day with ?

Reply of tags :

TingLe : Why can't your name be here ?

Zhenhan : LOL ! Like your name appear tons of times !

Pamela : haha. Don't you wanna be the sexiest ?

Shirleen : Vaever lah huh.

Jiaaaaahui : Hello Jiahuihuihuihuihuihuihui ! :D

CHERYL T. : HELLO !

Korkor : You're Weinan ?

2009-02-09T06:07:00.000-08:00

The largest one looks like Shirleen huh ?

I'm gonna do this Quiz from Deh.

Rules must be followed:Each blogger must post this rules.Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post this rules.Don’t forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog.

10 Random Facts about me.

1. Mrs Banana I am.

2. I don't break down over guys.

3. I'm thick-skinned.

4. I love my bolster.

5. I love irritating people.

6. I rear 3 B-E-A utiful fighting fishes.

7. I talk to myself.

8. I talk to creepy crawlies.

9. I've got a rotten leg.

10. I love my Breast Friend.

1. Who’s the person that tagged you?
Chak Min Hui Debbie.

2. Relationship between you and him/her?
Butt friend, classmates and dance mates.

3. Three impressions of him/her
Ballerina and a Gossip Queen !

4. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Slap her.

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
I would say, " I like you ".

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
Egoistic.

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
Rude.

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
Hello, Bitch.

9. What do people feel about you?
Irritating Bitch.

10. Your crush?
They'll say , " OMG ! So good looking ! So talented ! But such a bastard "

11. Pass this to 10 people:

1. Shirleen
2 Jiahui Lim
3 Ting Le
4 Basyirah
5 Claudia
6 Evelyn Chew
7 Michelle
8 Pamela
9 Yin
10 Anyone

12. If 5 & 7 were together?
They're already "together" .

13. who does 5 like?
She loves me. ;D

14. What colour does 9 like?
Purple.

15. Say something about 8?
MAO MAO !

16. Who is 2?
A very good friend of mine. :D

17. Talk about 3.
She's my source of entertainment. I love her. :D

18. Who is 10’s best friend?
Any one's best friend is anyone.

19. Who’s the sexiest among all 10?
Pamela is the sexiest.

20. What colour does 4 like?
I have no idea.

21. Is 4 single?
Yes. i guess. Perhaps attached to some angmoh actor.

22. Your relationship with 1.
Breast Friend and classmates.

23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?
Absolutely Right !

24. 9’s surname?
Yin. Haha.

25. 7’s nickname?
Mrs Aoquan.

26. Say something to 8.
Didn't I answered this ?

27. Say something to help 9.
How to help ? Ah, Aaron, I'm helping you.

28. Who do i admire?
Someone deep in my heart. Ahahhaa. Ewww, I'm so teh.

29. Where does 1 live?
My heart.

30. 10 of them know who you like?
I guess ?

31. Say something to 6 when you see her.
Hello Guailan !

32. 10’s spouse?
Oh. You want me to name all of them ? Haha. Basically, I've 2 husbands and 1 wife. Mutsumoto Jun and Miura Haruma. That Bitch's my wife. :D

On my long bus ride back home, I've been reflecting.
I've realized that I've been making her life miserable.
Real miserable.
You've go to understand that nothing, in fact nobody will and ever replace you.
So, forget about the jealousies and continue loving me. :D

What can I do about loving you ?

Reply of tags :

Isabel : oh ok. I know who you are already. :)

Gabriel : Haha. Ok and Yay ! You're not a sadist. :D

Zhenhan : You're so sacastic please. And because I only invited "Yin tuan" people ma.

Butt Friend : Haha, Yeah. I love the things I bought at the Nike sales. :D And screw you for buying 2 pairs of shoes !

2009-02-02T06:39:00.000-08:00

I've learnt a lesson on Friday ;
Always give your best in everything you do.
Now, I truly understand this phrase.
I've regretted not giving my best during audition.
It feels sour and it really aches.

Anyway, I'm having Social Studies and Biology test tomorrow.

Screw Social Studies, I don't even understand why the fucking hell do we have to study this subject.
It's a total waste of time.
If they want us to know how the government is contributing to the society,
just broadcast some NE documentary on Okto lah.
Kids at the age 5 will love it.
Instead of wasting this princess's time right ?

Yesterday, fellow good friends came to my house.
The gang of 1E3 along with some Huaykuan friends.
I had fun, but I don't think they did.
Because my house's boring.
Yeah, but I like the idea of playing Ice and Water.
Haha!

Saturday was totally...
Hm. How should I phrase it ?
I had fun with SOMEBODY *( Because she's afraid that she would piss someone off, so I can't mention who's she ) .
It's a she ok .
But anyway, Yeah.
Later at the night, was screwed up.
The performance was great, I think we all danced well.
BUT, my brother suck.
Some kind of brother he is loh.
Don't even fucking remember where he's sister bloody school is.

Yeah, I need to do SOCIAL STUDIES now.
Bye !

I can't dance.
I can't be with you.
What am I ?

Reply of tags :

Jiajun : ah ! you really scared me . Why out of the sudden come to my blog ?

Cheryl O. : Yeah, ok sure. No problem.

Basyirah : Not just me, Debbie's in Serves you right too. Mediacorp came to film us. Haha. In what sense I'm funny ?

Butt friend : Hahah. Yeah ! I'm updating !

JIAYANNN ! : haha ! Hello ! Uh. I don't know what's your favourite leh. That guy probably ? Haha.

Haha : Haha ! What's cool ? And who are you anyway ? HAHA !

Zhenhan : I wear cheongsam also cannot, I appear on the Tv also cannot ! What you want, my dad ? You should be proud that your daughter's gonna be on Tv ok !

Pamela : Haha. What do you want to be promoted as ? Wolf whistles ? Who ?

2009-01-28T07:16:00.000-08:00

Yes, this is totally not happening to me.
I've been ditched
*( For the first time)
**( & the for the first time, he's ditched somebody )

I'm single again !
Breast friend and good friends know why.
* ( DEBBIE ! I officially promote you as my good friend )
Haha !
Ah~ I shouldn't let this fucked up person affect me.
I'm not emotionally affected actually.
I'm emotionally calmed !
Don't worry people, I'm strong !
* ( I didn't drop a single tear. )
Hehe.

I totally enjoy GOSSIPING with Debbie can.
She told me so many scandals and rumors that's happening in school.
And I didn't even know most of them !
Being with her, makes you feel like you've been staying in the cave for the past 100 years.
Seriously.
Anyone wants to be a caveman ?
Look for Debbie. Haha !

School is beginning to bore me out.
Sigh.
And there's school tomorrow ! Ah~

Oh ya ya ya !
Please catch Serve you right on Channel 5 every Tuesday.
You'll be able to see me.
Sad to say, not for long.
*( At most 3 minutes )
HAHA !

Whatever it is,
I still do love you.

Reply of tags :

Michelle : Haha ! I love my Ji Dan too !~

Paulynn : Haha ! Thanks ! Take care !

Basyirah : How I wish I had Felice's figure can !

Papaya : I LOVE GOSSIPING WITH YOU TOO ! Hehe.

Zhenhan : Yes ! I wore cheongsam. Why ? Can't imagine huh ?

2009-01-25T23:16:00.000-08:00

This picture is funny. Haha.

Ah~ I'm so bored.
I don't really understand what's Chinese New Year for actually.
For kids, it's just a getting red packets day,
for teenagers like us...
What's the point ?
My brother is sleeping on his bed now, while my dad's brothers and sisters are all here.

For the adults, it's a bonding session.
But, ah ~
For people like me, nahhh.
No thanks, I don't think I know them.
Hah, I don't even know their name.
*( I mean those teenagers here at my house. )
Yes, I know I'm anti-social.

Ah!~
I've so many things in my mind now.
I wanna do this, I wanna do that.
Oh well, I shall just list those things that I wanna do.

* I wanna catch a movie.
* I wanna play Sims ( But there are people sitting in front of my computer. Thus , I can't play! )
* I wanna see YOU.
* I wanna eat durian.
* I wanna SCREW Brandon !

Pubor, where are you ?
I miss you.

Reply of tags :

Isabel : Oh okay, who's your friends ?

Basyirah : Haha ! Yeah ! My tummy ! God dam it.

Papaya : Which wtf sign ? Ah~ Screw him.

BluRron : TABOR ! haha.

2009-01-23T08:05:00.000-08:00

Just kill me now.

Soooooo malu today, I swear.
And Brandon Chen, I hate you, I swear.
*( You should feel very privileged to have YOUR name on MY blog ok)
Huh. Curse me to fall off the stage,
some teacher you are huh.
Screw Brandon.

Feels totally weird on stage, wearing cheongsam.
I have tummy ! And the make up is weird on me.
Like totally !
I was perspiring like mad after the MDC performance and I fucking still need to change back to the cheongsam.
What's more ? My make up smudged.
Ahhh ~
Emcee-ing today totally suck.
This is like the worst experience I have ever encountered in my life.

* All the running around the backstage with cheongsam, all the missing of scripts, but most importantly, all the embarrassment.
Sigh.
Just fuck it.

Let's just forget about today ya.
* I feel like brainwashing the whole school's brain.

The Lunar New Year's coming !
I'm so excited about it !
Angbaos, new clothes and Bagua !
Ahhhhh ~
Hold on, Ruixian, you are on a diet.
Ahhhhhh ~ * Faints.

You're officially dead.

Reply of tags :

BluRron ; Yeah. I'm smiling now. Heehee. Love you !

Zhenhan ; Yeah, I have it. And HELLO ! I'm not a spastic ok. Screw you !

Papaya ; Hah. Only for dance, not the emcee-ing. Love you too !

Isabel ; Er, ya. Basically, there's only one chiobu around. Haha. I don't remember you though. Sorry.

2009-01-21T03:22:00.000-08:00

All of these describes my mood now.
Abashed for my spastic laughter these days.
Confused with OUR relationship.
Angry with YOU.
Not exactly feeling nerdy though.
But, I don't understand Maths, Social Studies and Physic.
THEREFORE ! Time to get nerdy.

Decided to blog, while waiting for my tuition teacher to appear.
Haha.

Oh, and I just found the right song to describe my boyfriend.
Hot 'N' Cold by Katy Perry.
*( Especially those in BOLD RED )
Here it goes.

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down.

Yay.
Someone save me.
I'm getting out of hands.
*( As in mentally crazy )

Reply of tags :

Jiaaaaahui ; hahaha. Thank you.

Papaya ; hahaha. Thank you thank you. That proves that I'm humorous. Haha ! And continue reading hor !

Zhenhan ; Yupp. That makes me a hot banana. Haha !

Claudia ; I'm blogging~

Basyirah ; Haha. Ok .

Fuck you

2009-01-18T07:30:00.000-08:00

This Bitch is pissed off.

On my brother's computer now.
I'm so bored. Although I know it's time to sleep.
I'm waiting for your call. It's a long time since you told me you love me.

Real moody these few days.
Breast friend and good friends knows why.
But YOU *(not referring to you, but you), don't know.

I think you're a Bastard.
I think you suck.
I think you are playing with fire.
*(I'm obviously the fire, because I'm hot)

Reply of tags.

Niki ; Haha. Don't you like to go to school ?

HUISI ; ohhh.

Aaron ; Ah ! Thank you !

Reply of tags

2009-01-14T07:04:00.001-08:00

Reply of tags.

I figured out. Nobody would read my reply when I reply them at the tagboard. HAH !

Zhenhan ; Ok. :D

Kendra ; HI CLASSMATE !

Weinan ; Ok. :D

EVELYNNN ; Yes yes. Ok ok. Thank you for tagging. Haha.

CHERYL ; Hi Cheryl ! You froggy freak. Hah ! Ok.

HUISI ; Oh. So you know Crystal ?

Claudia ; Yes lovely. Over.

Miss T. ; Woah ! First time at my blog ? I'm so surprise you came to visit ! Haha. Sure~

2009-01-12T06:37:00.000-08:00

This picture is fuck nice right ?
I got it from Kelson Betta's Web. Hah !

I'm sick !
Down with flu !~ ah ~
I don't feel like going to school tomorrow !~
( Even though going to school is my hobby )
But.. ah, Fuck it.

I bet my brother is gonna catch a flu tonight.
I bet for 10bucks. Haha !
Yes, and he's so not going to work soon.
I'm wondering what's he doing in the bathroom now.
He's taking a very long time to bath !
Broke record already.
( I think he's in for at least 30mins. )
These are things that makes you go... Hmmmm.
Hah !

I was actually thinking,
can you imagine my brother, a father ?
I can't.
Not as in my Dasao is pregnant la.
But my brother, a father, weird right ?
I can't even imagine how is he gonna communicate with his children.
Maybe they will create some weird language ! Hah !
Shirleen, my teh Breast Friend says that he would be a fun dad.
I beg to differ. Heh.
He would be talking of weird moral values and all.
Ah ! Resembles someone !
MR NG !
All those random boasting and all. Gosh.

Eh ? Wait.
Why am I blogging about him ?
Ah, but anyway.
Enjoyed myself everyday in school, because of that Lao Pubor. Ahhahaa !
Although there's some irritating bastards around.
But it's okay.

How I wish you could appear right at my eyes now.
I miss you.

2008-12-31T05:24:00.000-08:00

This is the saddest New year's eve ever, I swear.
Everybody has their activity.
Going to friend's house, countdown at Marina bay and all.
But I don't.
I can't even step out of this house.
My brother doesn't want to bring me out.
He's going clubbing, and I'm underage.
Yes, even a stray cat has more freedom than me.
( That's what he says)
& yes, I am very sad now.
What's more ? I don't know where my boyfriend die to already.
He's not talking to me, neither msging me.
Sigh.

Do you really love me ?
Yes, I doubting you.
I don't feel your love, care and concern for me at all.
I miss you.

2008-12-21T07:55:00.000-08:00

MY COUSIN GOT INTO ANGLICAN HIGH !
I'm so proud of him. Haha !
I say until like I'm his mother. HAHA !
Yes, that's my cousin.
Some people saw this photo and thought that he's my boyfriend !...

I'm so high now !
I don't know why...

Anyway, I've watched many movies lately.
Igor, Twilight and The day the earth stood still.

Igor ?
Not bad lah. Quite predictable.
I watched it with Shirleen, my teh best friend. HAHA !
We wanted to watch Twilight, but unfortunately tickets were sold out.
So, we watched Igor instead.
*Recommended.

Twilight ?
Suck.
Really, I don't think it's nice. The story book is nicer.
I watched it with my boyfriend. ;D ( That's the best thing about it ) Haha !
I was yawning through half the movie. So, you know how bored I was ?
*Not recommended.

The day the earth stood still ?
LOVE IT !
* The Earth is not ours.
I totally agree with that.
The world belongs to everybody, including the tiniest living organism in the world.
I watched it with my brother and my dasao. ;D
The movie kept me in thoughts for a very long time, even when i was in the taxi. HAH !
*Recommended.

OH OH OH !
And guess what ?!
I was at Cathay, buying slippers and I saw Kelson !
The guy that can breed B E A-UTIFUL BETTAS !
And I went yelling at my brother,
" Kor Kor Kor kor ! See see see ! The guy in pink shirt ! He's Kelson ! The guy that can breed BEAUTIFUL fighting fishes !" *Points at Kelson.
Then, my brother went like,
" So ? Are you gonna say Hi to him and ask him to give you one of his fishes ? "
Then I look at him,
" No. " * Rolls eyes. HAHAH !

And why people just noticed that I'm vulgar ?
First thing : I was vulgar and I AM vulgar.
Second thing : It was since Secondary One.
Third thing : Don't question me about why am I vulgar, anymore.

I'm worried about you.
How I wish you can just stop destroying your health.
&
I think I love you more than you love me.

Relationships

2008-12-12T05:39:00.000-08:00

Yin Tuan.

Play back-ers.

JiaXuan, WenJie and me.

Now, I'm gonna blog about Relationships. ;D
Caution: It may sound emo. HAH !

Friendships:

What if there were no friends in your world ?
I think I'll rather die.
It also depends on what type of friends I have, those primary school friends ?
Forget it, mine can't even pass my expectations.
Not all lahhh.
Most of them, those I friend you and I don't friend you thing.
Thinking of it now, I think it's very stupid.
You know there's always a big boss, commanding people like us to friend this person or not.
How did this boss even became a boss ?
Why wasn't the boss me ?
I didn't have enough power ?

I remember my primary 3 & 4's boss.
She is rich, good looking and smart.
Maybe this was partly the reason why, I think.
Because I wasn't and the stupidest thing was that, I always boot lick her.
HAHA !

Here, this bunch of new yet old friends came into my life.
I think these are much much better than those in my primary school.
But the thing now is, we are going into different choices of classes, which I bet we will drift.
Two years of friendship,
the cries, the quarrels and the laughter.
Gone...
Will these friendships last ?
I'm curious for the answer.

Parents:

This very weird thing that I had noticed.
Why are our parent treating this way ?
Both good or bad,
They are just the one that brought us to the world, but why are they giving us food, shelter and love ?
After so much that they had suffered just to bring us to the world.
And what's more ?
The process of bringing us up, it's totally not easy.
But why are they willing to do it ?
Love is really amazing.

Be filial, love them.
( Even I know it's difficult not to be rude to them...)

Siblings:

I may be very fortunate to have such a good and nice brother.
Perhaps many doesn't have one like mine.
This is the thing that I'm very proud of. ;D
I'm so gonna go jogging and dance lessons with him when he comes back from Brazil.

PS. I love my brother.

I'm not gonna talk anything about BGR.
Because this is a topic that will really kill my brain cells, even though I don't have much.
All you have to know is that, I love my boyfriend. ;D

I miss you.
I love you.

Pointless blogger.

2008-12-10T06:43:00.000-08:00

JiaWei Laoshi & me.

JunZe, ZhenHan, YunJun, TingLe &me.

WenJie & Me.

There are more pictures, but apparently, blogger sucks.
It didn't allow me to upload.
Fuck blogger.

Ok, I shouldn't let this spoil my complexion.
My face is cooled, not with fire.

Work, work and what's more ?
WORK !
I don't even have the time to bathe my fishes.
Sigh.

I'm fucking bored now.
My boyfriend is jamming, my girlfriend is ironing her clothes.
And I actually have nothing to blog about. HAHA !
I'm just wasting my time, as well as yours.
I shall blog when I have something to blog about !

I'll definitely change you.
Because I love you.

Today ;D

2008-12-07T05:10:00.000-08:00

STOP LITTERING !
SAVE THE EARTH !
RECYCLE YOUR RUBBISH !

I spent the whole day at huaykuan today.
It's a fun day ! Ahhahaa.

After those shows, some of us, including me, went to burger king to slack and GOSSIP !
Scandals and stuff, partly..
I was damn sian-ed, because some SCANDALS aren't new to me.
And ZhenHan said stuff that kept me in thoughts.
Then, Tingle and me took the train home.
We really had a heart to heart talk,
I told her my troubles, she told me her past.
HAHAA !
I really enjoy chatting with her ! ;D

What ever it is, I'm disappointed with you.
Perhaps it was my fault that I told her, but you can't push the blame to me and start to 'not exactly" trust me right ?
I helped you to clear this misunderstanding, partly.
If there's no trust,
What's the point of me being your best friend when you "not exactly" trust me ?
Go and find another best friend then.
And you cannot just judge me from your past experience from another good friend.

I want to change you,
but I don't think I can,
although I know you love me.

2008-12-05T06:22:00.000-08:00

HELLOOO !
One sad news for everybody. Pinky died !
Pinky died = NO baby bettas !
Very saddening. I know. T.T

OH YA !
Christmas is coming ! HEEHEE !
Anybody buying me anything ? ;D
*Hints : I love bananas, yellow and robots ! Ahhahaa !

I was on the train yesterday and guess what I saw.
I saw this advertisement that is insulting BANANAS !
It kinda pissed me off.
So insulting please ! It's food lohhh !
How can they use banana to represent man's reproductive organ !
Arghhhh ! And yes, this is the advertisement.

And you, stop bitching about me. I didn't do anything to you right.
Stop bossing around like nobodies business. Don't think that you are the biggest please.
*SMALL BOY.

There's so many surprises in my life now.
I want to be yours.

YAY !

2008-11-26T08:29:00.000-08:00

HELLO THERE !
So many things had happened the last few weeks and days.
Shirleen, Evelyn and Yumin had gone Genting for a Band Competition.
I miss Shirleen. Haha.
I can't believe I'm saying this. But ya. I do miss her.

Anyway, I'm really tired now. After the whole DBS thing.
And HE is actually talking to me now, and what's more ?
He gave a the present that he owed me for 2 years.
Great huh ?
This is so amazing. I got this feeling that he would ask me something that will crack my brain.
So, I better think of an answer now. HAHA.

I realize that nobody comes to my blog.
Because nobody leaves me a tag.
So saddening huh ? Ya, I know.

Today's rehearsal is great.
I feel so... GOOD!
Hahah. I don't know why.
But, maybe because I'm relieved.
I was worried that I would disappoint my fellow friends when they watch my show.
Because I wasn't good enough.
But not bad la hor. HAHA !

I'm going to get my beauty sleep now ! BANANA DREAMS !~

2008-11-14T07:27:00.000-08:00

HELLO !

I'm blogging now because I've got nothing better to do. Ya, blogging for the sake of blogging. HAHA. I'm very happy today. Why ?
Because my Dad bought me 3 fighting fishes !
YAY !
I've been so craving for it.
And guess what am I gonna do for the rest of my December holiday ?
I'm gonna spend half the time breeding them.
MUAHAHAHAHA !
Are you jealous ?
I've named them too.
Reddy, Bluey and Pinky. Hahaha.
I've came out with these names because of their colour.
If you are interested, please do contact me. TEEHEE !
Since you are my reader, I can charge you cheaper. ;D
But still have to depend whether babies would come out after mating.
HAHA. I think that they are damn chio loh.
They are not expensive compared to Kelson Betta ones.
One fish, he sells it for 60 bucks.
Can you believe it ? But it's chio lah.
You can go check it out at http://www.kelsonbetta.net/home.htm .
If you are keen to buy be one, don't hesitate !
Heh.

And I went to the Muse Concert.
It wasn't that nice after all.
Maybe it's because every item was too long and draggy. One item also has lot of people dancing. But what really aMUSEd me was the Indian Dance.
They are really good. Very synchronized.

And today, I went to Geylang with my Mom.
She went there to look for stuff and I was so bored out.
Very tired too..
Finally today, I can really take a good nice rest.
Because for the past few days, I've been sleeping at a late hour and waking up early for school. Lots of stuff is coming up.
Can't breathe when I think of it.

And come to think of it.
I've been pissed of by somebody today.
He messaged me and told me that filming is being postponed.
Suck cock.
I wonder what will a big shot actress do if she was in my situation..
I guess she will get very pissed off, phone them up and scold them directly.
But I'm not gonna do that.
I'm just a "nobody care" person.
I have no rights to scold them.
Come to think of it, it's not their fault also.
I can't push the blame to other people what.. Right ?
It's just me, and the only one that want to get over with this fast.
( I wrote it here because I know that none of them will pass by my blog)

I'm very sad that you didn't reply me. I'm disappointed. Sigh.
Perhaps you just treat me as a little young girl, that has no rights to admire you.
Fuck you.

2008-11-11T05:10:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna kill ! ROAR !

Ok.
I think most of my post is about my family and me getting so pissed off by them.
Yes, I'm pissed off with my parents AGAIN.
They don't allow me extent my hair.
And their reason is very stupid.
They said that want they want is natural beauty, not having clinging fake and unnatural stuff on me.
Suck cock.
So, I quarrelled with my father and I'm having a cold war with them now.
Even my Dasao said it was nothing wrong.
Sigh.
Too bad my brother isn't here. If he is back, I'm sure he will stand up for me..

And yes.
I'm very worried.
I'm worried that we wouldn't get together into the same choice.

New ? So what ?

2008-11-08T06:40:00.000-08:00

I'm quite pissed off now !
Why ? Because my father lo !
I wanna watch the DVD (Bimbo Danshi) and I don't know how to use the bloody new DVD player.
I cannot even on it loh. I guess the switch is not plugged in. But I cannot find the switch.
So, I called him and asked him how to use the bloody thing lah.
Because he is playing Mahjong at his friend's house.
Then he teach until half way, he went pekchek.
He said later he comes back home then teach me.
I want to watch it now and I also have no idea what time he will be back !
If he teach me just now, it would be better for the both of us what !

So now, I'm watching Channel U. Some zong yi jie mu, duo mao mao one.
Quite stupid I think.

Anyway, I made Shirleen jealous. HAHA.
I told her that I ate DURIAN. ;D
I ate lots and lots of stuff.
Therefore, I have wasted my time exercising during the evening !
Asshole !

I was also thinking of how to lose weight without running.
Because I really think that I can't run.
I went jogging, but I gave up.
Suck cock, I know.
So, anybody has any idea how to go slim without running, medicine and slimming gel ?

Worn out.

2008-11-07T05:01:00.001-08:00

Today, is such a tiring day.
Had to wake up at 6am so that I can get to school on time, to go to the Science Field trip .
Really exhausted now.
I feel like sleeping, and it seems like I'm gonna doze off anytime.
But anyway, the trip was pretty fun.

Made a new friend !
Or perhaps I should say, I made friends with a Teacher.
Miss Vanessa, she is a pretty nice lady, just that she is irritating ?
She kept making fun of me loh ! Disiao-er !
I play with her a lot too. HAHA.
And I think she is freaking rich ?
Nike shoes, Iphone, Camera, diamond ring ?
I think after people reads this post, they would start thinking of robbing her.
But don't, she is a nice lady. HAHA.
Her diamond ring is from her boyfriend, and she tried to deny it !
Like hello ! So obvious lo ! Some more she wear on her second last finger.
She said, '' Can't I buy it for myself ?''
Then I replied, '' Then why do you have to wear it on that finger ?''
She kept quiet, nothing to say . HAHA !
In conclusion, I think she likes me ! HAHA !

Also, I think the instructor is very weird lo.
But that's not the important part of the story telling.

Anyway, NUS actually has a Museum !
And there is real dead animal spices in it.
Really cool. But the eyes are really scary, as though it is moving.
But it's just reflection. HAHA. All the illusions.

There is this leaf eating monkey,i think the instructor said that it was the very last one in Singapore.
And it died because a dog tore her apart., when she just climbed from the tree.
They sewed her up back together into a piece.
Very disgusting as you can actually see the stitches there and her eyes are damn scary.
The eye balls are flipped up and she is damn old.
Wrinkles all over, really like one old auntie !
ahhhhh~! Scary ~!

Really really worn out now.
BYE !~

Unbelievable.

2008-11-07T05:01:00.000-08:00

Frankly speaking, I still cannot accept the fact that my good friend is talking to her already.
How forgiving she is ?
Very !
Do you know how much she used to detest her ?
Now, it's like nothing had happened between them.
Great !

BUSY!

2008-11-07T04:44:00.000-08:00

I'm getting real busy this whole month of November.
Because my performance is coming up !
I'm so damn excited about it !
I don't know why. Maybe because most of my click is attending it.. ( for the very first time ?)
I used to update them about upcoming performance and stuff.
But it's either the place, time or money that they decided not to come.

Well, also Saturdays or Sundays, I'm filming for the Singapore Poly thing.
It's dragging and dragging.
I'm so desperate to get this thing over.
Or else, I can't get my hair a cut after 5 months !
Can you imagine ? Not cutting and trimming your hair for 5 months ?!
And I'm craving for extensions ( is this how you spell it ?, well, that is how it is in the dictionary.)!
Not those ahlian types la. (Extent long ones) Not that.
I wanna extent strands. heeee.
Perhaps blond ? heeee.

AND, nowadays I'm having dance sessions more often than usual.
Tuesdays, Thursdays and Fridays.
For some Mediacorp productions?
YAY !~ I'll be on the TEA-BEE ! hahaha.

2008-11-07T04:31:00.000-08:00

ohhhkay. I'm so sorry for MIA-ing so long.
The bloody blogger doesn't allow me to sign into my account on my computer.
No idea why too.
I think it was the password. I re-set it.
But I think it is most likely to be the computer's problem because its' getting freaking old.
I'm using my brother's laptop now. ( I just realized that it was home all the time.) >.<
Because I thought my brother brought it to his ship. I guess he left it home for me to use !
Or perhaps there is no Internet Connectivity on the ship.
Anyway, my brother had gone sailing, heading to Brazil. Ya, destroying the Earth.
That's' my brother's job ~!
I'm missing him a lot than I expected !

Ya, and I know many people is getting a bit disappointed because I didn't blog for a very long time.
heeee. Sorry ! Blame the BLOGGER ! *or my computer
But that's' not the main point.
I'm gonna break down my composition into a few parts.
So perhaps you would get too bored for these long and draggy words and maybe take a BREAK at every end.

2008-10-15T07:48:00.000-07:00

BACK I AM !
From those freaking exams.
I'm pretty satisfied with my results.
Except Art.
I think I could have scored better.
Cos you see, the future Fashion Designer !
HAHAH.
I want to stay and remain at my position.
But I'm worried, because people score better than me.
But anyway, my beloved brother is going to get me a adidas watch as a reward for doing well.
My dad is getting me The Sims 2 Open Business. HEH HEH.

You may not know.
But I love my family.
I think that I had a whole and wonderful family.
I really pity those with divorced parents. Although I don't know how it feels like.
I am always telling myself to treasure what I have now.
My parents are getting old. And ya...

If you have a choice.
Would you sacrifice your life for your parents ?
Yes, I would.

It is very amazing. How the mother love and father love works.
Why do they dote you ? Love you ? Although they had gone through so much pain just for you ?
Why ?
I don't know too.
I don't think anyone can answer this question.

2008-09-16T07:36:00.000-07:00

I'm tired.I'm stress.I'm broke.I'm a bitch.

hah. Thanks so some people out there.

I went moody during lunch time.

What was that sentence suppose to mean ?

I was just offering you chicken meat and you went.

"你是哪里不爽?" I did do anything right ?

Do you have to give me this kinda attitude ?

Well.
I'm stress when I heard from Theresa that there will be dance on Friday.
I don't know why.
But it was just a gust of stress flew into me.
I wanted to cry.
There is no time for studying.
There is dance, filming, Japanese class and hk.
What now ?
Will I fail ?
I'm worried. AHHHH.
After dance today, Lionel took MRT with me.
We crapped alot.
But it was after I complained to him that I was stressed out.
I nearly cried in front of him.
Then he went to his big talks telling me to relax and it is useless to get stress.
Then we started talking about our ambition.
He wants to go to Japan for studies too.
He wants to take some IT course.
So I said, why go Japan for IT ?
"Go USA la, then when you graduate you can work in Apple then invent something new like 'i-Lionel' "
Hahaha. Eye-liner.
So stupid.

2008-09-12T07:58:00.000-07:00

Exams are coming yo.

Trying to do revision..

Sometimes I wonder why you want to play around, fool around and not get serious.

Exams are around the corner.

I think it is fine to play around with teachers sometimes.

But not going overboard.

It really pisses me off when you played with the deodorant with fire and you burnt my friend's hand.

Luckily, it was just a small wound.

What if it on to somewhere else ?

Can't you think about what is gonna happen ?

People usually don't play after somebody got hurt.

But you continued like nothing happened.

While my friend is sobbing and crying over the wound.

You don't even give a dam, you didn't even show that you are sorry.

Laugh and play, laugh and play.

Is that all you know how to do ?

Sickening.

2008-09-06T09:05:00.000-07:00

Since I was waiting for the video to finish loading, I shall blog first.

I'm watching an old drama series, 14 sai no haha.

It is about a junior high school girl, being pregnant.

It is pretty nice.

If you want to watch, you can get it at www.mysoju.com .

Well, I went to watch Hana Yori Dango Final today with Mich.

Sorry for being so late yo ! heh.

I'm so jealous.

My husband, Matsumoto Jun, kissed another girl !!

Makino is really fortunate lo.

She has a husband that is so rich, so handsome and treats her so well !

I wonder if my husband will be like him...

Haha, yupp !

I'm daydreaming.

Probably a guy like this is extinct already.. Sigh !

Make more friends than enemies.

2008-09-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

Make more friends than enemies.

Now I know why people say that.

I think it would be very saddening if people come spamming your blog, saying how bitchy you are.

I can feel for the owner of the blog.

Of cos, I'm a very considerate person, I don't go cyber-bitching even if I don't like that person.

Oh wells. Life is like that.

You have to change yourself to have more friends.

Come to think about it.

I think I changed a lot due to different friends I hang out with now and the environment.

Well, some of my primary school mates doesn't like me in the past because they thought that I was very flirty.

While I'm not. Weird right ?

I don't know why they felt this way.

But it is a good thing that you don't hear any rumors about someone hating you.

Haha.

2008-08-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

Here I am, blogging.

On the way to uncle's house, we passed by The Japanese School.

I think they had a carnival or something.

Students were wearing Kimonos, 可愛いね !

But accompanied by their parents.

I saw this little boy, he is sooooo cute !

He was wearing a Kimono, and i think he had some difficulties walking.

HAHA.

I'm kinda pissed off.

My father, doesn't want me to have my brother's old laptop.

He thinks that I don't need it.

Who is the one studying now ?

I am the one right ?

So, why don't they believe me that I have many projects that needs the dam laptop.

Or rather I should say, almost all the projects needs a dam computer.

I've been reflecting a lot these days.

I'm not expecting them to buy one brand new one for me.

I can do it with the old and bulky one.

I just don't understand why my mother needs a laptop while there is a desktop and home and most of the time, she is at home.

Almost all my friends have a dam bank card.

I don't. I don't expect them to give me one.

But just let me have that old dam laptop.

What's wrong with having a laptop ?

What makes you think that I don't need one ?

Brother, now studies are different.

Not in your times anymore.

During your time, you only need one when you go poly.

Times are different, technologies are getting more and more advanced.

Even kids at the age of 7 has to learn how to use a computer.

How about teenagers at my age ?

Never mind. Not a word more.

As stated on my PM.

My dam birthday is on the very first paper of the EOY.

Excluding the Paper Ones.

I was actually planning on going to the zoo on the actual day.

But in this situation, I'll have to postpone it.

Sigh.

Friends, keep your days after the EOY free yo.

2008-08-16T08:05:00.000-07:00

I have so many thoughts going through my mind.

On every birthday celebrations, something bad will happen.

And mine is after the next person, Jason.

I really don't know what will happen on my birthday.

And I don't dare to think about it.

If such problems are to happen,

my dear friends, be prepared.

Because maybe when we just stepped on the zoo.

I will just cancel the celebration.

And everyone will go home.

I just hope cai shen ye will bless me.

Dam you.

2008-08-16T07:52:00.000-07:00

Now, I feel more emotional..

I called him for a chat.
He was watching the olyimpics.
Fine then.
So, I wanted to tell him how bad I'm feeling now.
Then I started with, '' Today is a bad day. ''
Guess what he replied, '' I don't care. ''

What ?
You don't care.
Thanks brother.

I just needed someone to talk to.
And I choose you, because I....
Sigh.

Whenever I talk during that conversation,
you didn't even listen.
Why ?
Because every time when I speak a word, you would type a sms.
I don't know why the timing is so ... GOOD.

I hate talking to you when you are moody.
Because at the end of the conversation, I will just feel...
fucked up.

This is how emotional I feel.

2008-08-16T07:39:00.000-07:00

I really don't know what is wrong ?
Is sit just you that is attracting attention from the boys ?
Or what ?
You didn't want to join in the fun, it was our fault.
Our fault that we pang seh you.
I mean, ya... SURE.

I'm feeling so emotional now.
Every time we had a cold war.
It was because of a guy.
Ya, sure. I was trying to snatch him away from you.
Do I look like a bitch ?
Even I was, I will never do such things.

Now, you just have to learn how to let go.
It might just probably save your life.

I don't understand why do you behave in such ways when we were enjoying ourselves.
Why can't you just forget about your thoughts for a moment, and join in the fun ?
Is sit very difficult to play with us ?

Sometimes I wonder, when I die suddenly.
Would you cry for me ? Or even attend my funeral ?

You would rather give your blog link to a opposite sex,
that doesn't wear a bra nor can he go to the same toilet.
We go to the toilets together, touched each others everywhere.
But you just don't let me touch your heart.
I've tried to reach out to your heart.
Obviously, I failed.

Things aren't suppose to happen this way.
But I don't think it matters to you anymore.